Life has tender moments

Life is crazy sometimes. It is funny how things happen and you never understand why or know how you will get through things. But somehow you just do. Andy and I have been looking for a job for months now and still haven't gotten one. I guess that we just haven't found the right job. I know it is out there, and yet it is so far away. I have been feeling better and as the weeks go by, I get more energy to do more things. I have tried not to get stressed out, but sometimes it just doesn't work. Worrying about how things are going to work out, jobs, kids, and etc. We found out the other night that my Uncle passed away. My heart just broke for my family. I know that he isn't in pain anymore. It hit me that you never know what is going to happen so to take each day and live for it. Enjoy every moment. I know for me some moments are really tough and I just wish that I could hide but I know that wouldn't solve any problem. I am grateful that I have a wonderful husband who takes care of me and the kids. He is always there to help when needed. I have come to appreciate the little things. The kids are a huge blessing in our live, they bring joy most of the time. I wouldn't change things at all. I am having a easier time looking towards the future. Maddie has crawled out of her crib, we moved her to a big girl bed, and she is doing great. That means no more crib for us. The kids are getting easier to handle the older they are getting. I am grateful that I have each one of them. I think that we are ready to take the next leap of faith and do what we need to do. I know there is a plan for everything, it might not be what we want to do, but if we follow it, it always turns out for the better. I have come to learn alot of things over the past couple of months. Never take things for granted. Life is full of storms, you just have to learn to dance in the rain. I hope that someday I can understand everything that has happened and take the experiences and help someone out. Thanks for listening to my feelings, and my vents. I can get my feelings out on my blog. It is also a journal for me to write to.